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Russian nesting dolls
we've become
a quiet cloistering
ad nauseum

A new haircut
something I said
the colors that fled when I didn't listen
do you love me at all?

His words were a thin thatched roof
that let in the rain
when June fell from your body
and into the grave

The birds changed their songs
the leaves in the wind
the crack in your voice
a despondent choice
and a longing to fall

Oh god, oh god, oh god the pain
he will, he will, he will not be late
and that's where we left this
on the flood plains of Maine

Suddenly from the green that surrounds you
something has gone
guilt calls from your motel dresser
St. Gideon

He grasped your hair
and buckled with shame
you said I'll explain
no I swear I'll explain
just not today

Oh god, oh god, oh god the pain
penance, penance, penance I must pay
a picture, a picture, a picture of her
will live in my sock drawer
until the day

and that's where she'll stay
until I'm over this one day


from , and, what is it that fear looks like to you, track released January 1, 2009



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